It's been awhile....
So I was sitting here feeling rather sorry for myself and wishing that things in my life were different. I saw a commercial with someone blogging and thought it's been awhile. I have started a post here and there but end up deleting them. Blogging has been somewhat of a good release for me and I thought blogging might help today. Anyway, it has been a hard year, to say the least. If anyone would have told me that this year would turn out to be what it has I would have told them that they were on drugs and to move on. Losing someone you love or in my case losing three people I have loved in one year is rather exhausting. There is not much left in me somedays, I can tell you that. Nothing prepares you for their loss. Whether you expect it or not. Grief is consuming and it's ridiculously unpredictable. There is not a day that is the same and just when I think that I've moved on I get smacked in the face with some emotion or another that somedays brings me right back to ...